Wednesday, September 15, 2010
6:51 PM
it's very absurd, but do you know how i convince myself to sleep every night?
"i might dream of 6 years, and it's the only chance i get to interact with him. that's right, i better fall asleep now to maximize my dream time."
this morning i heard his voice in my dreams, just before waking up.
see, if i had delayed sleeping any longer i wouldn't have the extra time to dream.
everyday on the bus to and fro school i'll wonder if i'll bump into him.
not once did it happen, until today, almost 6 weeks after school started.
decided to take 95 cos peace wasn't going home.
turned out that 6 years would later board the bus,
and i would only be informed when peace's expression suddenly changed, with her whispering his name.
he was just standing next to us!
freaking lucky.
his class ended early,
i didn't stay back after ID to chit chat,
i happened to take 95,
and we happened to sit exactly at where he would later stand near.
was telling jasm it's this kind of fate that i like.