if only water was alcohol.

i had a really weird dream yesterday.
i dreamt of you,
and we were supposed to be buddies in class.
everyone had a buddy.
then the teacher called for the class to be split into 2 big groups.
instead of pulling me along,
you were trying to push me away;
to the other side of the class.

this must be a reflection of reality.

then i went on to dream about you.
again, the buddy system thing.
in the dream i also wanted to be your buddy,
but _____ told me i already had ______ as a buddy, so i can't have both.


again, this must be a good reflection of my reality.


regression.