so umms,university has started. and for me,im finding it relatively hard to settle down. GOSH, ALL lectures are 2 hours long. (tho they usually end 15min earlier so that you can make your way to the next venue)
2 HOUR LECTURES ARE DEFINITELY NOT FOR SURONG. (short attention spam yo) like,after a few minutes my back will start aching. i'll start fidgeting, i'll sit at the edge of the chair, then sit back all the way again. and my mind will be like "okay, try and master the art of sleeping with your eyes open, surong!"
then i'll start looking at all four corners of the lecture theatre. for what, i also don't know.
"come on, just tell your brain to switch off, leaving your eyelids open."
then i'll look at the lecturer and point out his/her habits. check my phone once in a while for messages. look and the clock and go, "damn, one freaking hour more to go. sheesh." or, "if only it was 30min later already."
and up till now you noticed that i haven't mentioned anything about paying attention to whatever's that taught.
soso, when do i actually listen in lectures? FIRST AND LAST 15MINUTES. there you go!
and with the onset of tutorials i think i'll be dreading university life more than ever. i've scheduled my days to start at 12 so that i could sleep in till late.
I MISS THE HOLIDAYS SO VERY MUCH. I MISS GOING OUT TO PLAY EVERYDAY. I MISS THE FREEDOM OF SAYING 'YES' WHEN SOMEONE ASKS ME OUT. I MISS THE SHORT TRAVELLING TIMES TO WHEREVER. I MISS MY BED MORE THAN EVER.
on the other hand, the school's library's so pretty! very much different from the impression i had when i looked at the building from outside. the buildings in school are so worn out from the outside, but inside it's like,WOAH. very good environment to study la, i would say. so i might consider studying there when i go to sch too early/don't feel like going home. (gomuggerme!)
i seriously hate the academic lineups that are EVER ready to come my way. like "srsly". shall box them one by one in my dreams.
oh yes, before i go, another rant. the contours of school is tmd uneven canxzxzxz. walking from one venue to another is tmd tiring. walking from fass to central lib is tmd want surong's life. walking from lt11 to the deck is tmd im so hungry to dying of hunger already. AND JUST WALKING FROM CENTRAL LIB TO ITS OPPOSITE BUS STOP IS TMD JUST GET SURONG A FRIGGING CAB PLEASE.